The only thing that truely makes me feel beautiful is an empty stomach!
I am not counting calories because it makes me obsesive and I think I end up eating more than if I just try to ristrict as much as possible. I am going to start working out but to be healthy I want to keep smoking cigs but I am tired of being out of breath by the time I hit the top of the stairs. I want to run as well! My goal is to not eat for as long as possible everyday and when I do eat to keep it minimal.
Some things I amgoing to work on is only eating around people so that I am at least being productive in keeping peoples minds at ease. Also only eating when someone cooks for me or asks me to eat. Still when I do eat I want it to be minimal!!! I can do this... I have to do this! I WILL DO THIS!!!
Do you have any favorite words?
I have several:
minimal
small
cute
tiny
little
Beauty Is Pain, three of my favourite words of all time xD
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