tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10596563384165263892024-02-07T02:29:55.200-08:00Feather Light ThighsJust a college girl searching for thin.thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-68159349259847801022011-07-31T16:54:00.000-07:002011-07-31T17:54:15.681-07:00141.5Finally I am seeing progress!!!! I lost 4 lbs this week :) :) :) but I started eating more than I should have been last night because I was so drunk and it was really my only option unless I wanted to throw up all over my brothers friends. I am back on track though tomorrow me and my boyfriend are going to start working out again and I am going on a four day fast starting tomorrow. I have heard mixed things about fasts. Of course I want to loose weight by fasting, but more than that I hope to detox my body I have been drinking quite a bit and I am going to try to just clean my body out to prepare for this journey to skinny. I hear that when you get done with a fast you can gain the weight back so I will not depend on or get upset if I gain the weight back because I am preparing my mind for it. I hope I can keep a pound or two off depending on how much I loose but like I said I will not get upset. I am no longer going to be drinking and I am going to start exercising again. I hear it is easier and more benefical that when you stop a bad habit you replace it with a healthy one so I am stopping drinking and starting exercising again. Also I am going to start taking these fat burning pills. but I have to eat quite a big breakfast :( I am just going to try it with my normal size breakfast and see how it goes if it makes me sick then I will have to up the calories. I am not starting that until friday when I resume eating and I am even debating waiting until next monday just so my body has time to adjust to eating again. So thats just a little update on my life.<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">I hate the computers at school they will not let my comment on your guys blogs so now I have to come to my parents house everytime I want to get on and it sucks because I am constantly hiding it from them. I hate hiding and lying but I need this. It is the only thing that keeps me focused. I am more dedicated to loosing weight when I know I have to tell you guys about my gains and losses. I hope that all of you are doing well and are successful in what ever adventure you are on at the moment. now here is some </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong><span style="color: #8e7cc3; font-size: x-large;">!THINSPO!</span></strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-30193720667504184842011-07-27T08:15:00.000-07:002011-07-27T14:54:17.687-07:00commentsSo I havent been able to comment on some or most of your guys blogs. I dont know why. i sign in and click an blog and when I go to the top usually you can go to your dashboard but it only says create blog or sign in?!?!?!?! does this happen to anyone else? what do i do?<br />
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ON ANOTHER NOTE<br />
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I am thinking of getting something to speed up my metabolism and burn fat. I went to a CVS and noticed they had a lot of products like hydroxycut, jilan micheals, green tea pills and all kinds of stuff. Have any of you tried these products and how do they work? do you use any other products? what are they and what results did you get?<br />
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I know obviously that I cant just take one of these and eat whatever I want. I am restricting my calories really low and I am working out but I dont know which one is should use I have never tried this before and need a little help. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!<br />
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I got on the scale today and almost broke down. I dont even want to mention what it said but I am fasting or trying to fast today and tomorrow. Then im fasting again monday - thur I am fasting again!!! after that I want to start taking the fat burner which everone I choose. I am going to fucking get skinny I dont care what anyone says! I am doing this for me not for anyone else and they will just have to accept it even if they dont agree with it. <br />
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I have gotten so off track the past two months and just let myself go but now I AM BACK!!!! I am going to be skinny for vegas and for myself I want to feel attractive and I want thin thighs! My goal is at least 120 by the end of October. and either 110 or ideally 100 by the end of the year. that is like 45 LBS in 5 months. is it possible? YES IT IS as long as I can keep food out of my greedy little mouth. <br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">THIS FOOD MONSTER INSIDE OF ME WILL NOT WIN!</div><br />
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Stay strong lasies and good luck<br />
<3 Jessthin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-46910226149324725062011-07-26T09:25:00.000-07:002011-07-26T09:25:43.034-07:00143.8This is just ridiculous!!!!! O well it is going to get better. I don’t even find most food enjoyable anymore. I just stare in the cabinets I don’t even know what I want to eat most of the time. I binged the other night. I ate like half a box of cereal and ramen and chips and the worst part is I did it right in front of my boyfriend. I was just watching TV with him and just keep getting up and getting food and then I just went to bed after I ate all that food and just let it sit there and all I can say is I paid big time for it the next day. I think that is why I haven’t lost basically any weight so I am upset but I understand at the same time. <br />
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Yesterday I did really well! Today I am going to do good as well! <br />
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I am starting to get out of my funk that I was in. I was so depressed and felt like my life was just shit. That girl that I was seeing and shit really fucked me up but I will not let her win!!! Also, I will not let this fat ass of my mine, this food monster inside me win. I don’t want to be full like I was the other night ever again. Anyway that’s off topic. So I am starting to feel better I think that this coming month is going to be a good one!!!! I am thinking of fast for the first four days which will also be the last four days of my summer classes! I think I would have died this summer if I didn’t take these classes. It is the only thing that has been consistent and stable for a long time. Me and my man finally found jobs he is going back to piercing and I am going to keep cleaning my parents house and watch my niece. I hope I do well!<br />
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I have another option right now though. I could go to an interview at vitamin world but I think I would rather help my family. Plus someone else that maybe actually cares about selling vitamins could get that job. <br />
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So I kind of have a weight loss plan. I want to lose two pounds a week that will be eight pounds a month and 24 pounds by the time my Vegas birthday trip comes along. I have to be skinny for Vegas and just in general I want to fucking see my hipbones. I am going to try really really hard. My main thing is just going to be eating as little as possible every day. I am going to do this!!! I HAVE TOOOOOOO!!!<br />
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Wish me luck and Good luck to all of you.<br />
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Stay strong<br />
<3Jess<br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-khsjET3Qaak/Ti7ptHfnSYI/AAAAAAAAAHA/Fsa1Wvz3gSA/s1600/20110717175353.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-khsjET3Qaak/Ti7ptHfnSYI/AAAAAAAAAHA/Fsa1Wvz3gSA/s320/20110717175353.jpg" t$="true" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">This is the new addition to our little family my baby girl. she is crazy hyper but super sweet. She is just a lover though she just likes to play and cuddle couldn't ask for more!! </div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-90742417910676856032011-07-22T18:20:00.000-07:002011-07-22T18:20:31.832-07:007-22-11Realizing I am not happy with my life is really hard to deal with I can handle not being happy with myself, my boday and such. I am just really confused. I cheated on my boyfriend with a girl about a month ago. She is my cousins best friend and lives like 2 hours form where I live but I just really liked her and when I went down and saw her and my cousin for her birthday I just ended up cheating. Well when I came home I told my boyfriend and it was a mess for like two weeks. I keep telling her I didnt know what I wanted and ended up pushing her away. I feel like shit because I know I have a really good man that would do anything for me but I just love this girl she reminds me of my ex from high school. I miss her so damn much but she like doesnt even want to talk to me now. I just keep getting these thoughts about going to gay bar and finding another girl. I just dont get turned on by my man anymore. I think I might be gay. I dont want to leave my man though because I know what I have is to damn good. He already gave me a second chance to and I know if it happens again he will not stick around. sometimes I just want to be alone away from him. I get annoyed a lot with him but he is the most amazing man really he is. He understands me and we see eye to eye on a lot of stuff. We have toyed around with the idea of a threesome and it sounds cool but honestly I just want a girl for myself. I really want to have a girlfriend and be with him but I dont think that would work. <br />
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The only thing I do know is that I have a broken heart. I really love this girl and she isnt interested in me at all she already has a new love. I hate this and it is really fucking me up. I have been getting drunk everynight for like two months. Today I woke up and just wanted to get out of my head so I popped four 50mg ultram. I am considering going and talking to a therapist or whatever because my mind is just fucked right now. I feel so alone too none of my friends are really talking to me and I cant really talk to them about what I am feeling because I know they dont agree with it. I cant express how I feel to anyone and no one is talking to me or listening to me. I am so alone and confused. I cant even post my real feelings on facebook becasue my man and other family and friends will just upset and try to talk to me but they arent listening or trying to give me space to have my own opinions and feelings. No one is listening to me. It really sucks. <br />
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I am loosing weight though!!!! I have lost three pounds it slow but steady I just want to be 110 by the end of october because I am going to vegas for my 21st birthday and I want to look good!!!! I have a like three months to loose like 35 pounds! I think I can do it even if I just get down to 120 I will be somewhat happy. I cant believe I let my self go like this I havent weight 145 in years like 6 years I was staying steady at 130 but then all this drama happened and I just started eating everything I gained 15 punds in two months I am just disgusted with myself I am truely a fat ass!!!! I am going to work really hard on this though it is like the only thing I have control over in my life right now.<br />
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Anyway I hope that all of you are doing well. Stay strong and keep your head up.<br />
<3 Jessthin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-4143377018084743762011-07-20T09:16:00.000-07:002011-07-20T09:16:41.087-07:00145 EWWWWI am disgusted with myself I cant believe I let myself go like this. I was doing go good then I just went wild. I have to loose with weight if it fucking kills me. I am jsut a fat ass plain and simple. I cant look like this anymore. I fear getting fat, I am going to workout so hardcore like everyday from here on out. <br />
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I AM A FAT ASS!!!!<br />
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Good thing I got a job babysitting my niece from 3pm to 10pm so I have an excuss not to eat when its dinner time.I am going to workout befire I go over as well. I am also going to make a rule. No eating there food because they eat like shit!!! all frozen food and shitty food just chips and candy! I am going to go bring salads and fruit and whole wheat 12 grain breads. Also my boyfriend is going back to the tattoo shop so we both have jobs now!!!! I am still waiting on a check from my school though I pray it comes by the 3rd of august or I dont know how I am going to pay my rent :/<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #d5a6bd; font-size: x-large;">RECIEPIES </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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dear skinny,<br />
whilst screwing around with random concoctions of flour and whatever other shit i have in the cabinets (a typical saturday morning), i stumbled upon this magic combo. and i immediately though of you. its simply the most absurd, irrational, unnecessary, delicious, and above all random chocolate cake:<br />
1 tbsp. flour<br />
1 tbsp. sugar<br />
1/4 tsp. baking powder<br />
1 tsp. cocoa powder<br />
small pinch salt<br />
1 tbsp. + 1-2 tsp. water<br />
1-2 crushed up dexatrim tabs<br />
mix everything together in a teacup<br />
microwave 1 minute 30 seconds<br />
50 calories per serving<br />
makes 2 servings<br />
love john ♥<br />
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<span style="color: #f6b26b; font-size: x-large;">2.</span><br />
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We have Serafina to thank for this one, which I have titled <em>Adventure</em> <em>Broccoli</em>. Enjoy!<br />
<div style="padding-left: 30px;">Cut up half a head of broccoli into bite-size chunks and wash<br />
Put in microwavable bowl and zap on full power for 2 minutes<br />
Cover with salt, black pepper and hot chili powder and voila!<br />
(Add a side of ketchup if you’re feeling risque or mustard if a little less adventurous)</div><div style="padding-left: 30px;"><br />
</div><div style="padding-left: 30px;"><span style="color: #ffd966;"><span style="font-size: x-large;">3</span>.</span></div><div style="padding-left: 30px;"><br />
</div><div style="padding-left: 30px;">1 tbsp EEVO (if you don’t know what that is, ask Rachel Ray)</div><li>1 small onion, chopped</li><br />
<li>1 large potato, peeled and diced</li><br />
<li>3 cups frozen corn kernels</li><br />
<li>1/2 small yellow bell pepper, seeded and chopped (I like red for color)</li><br />
<li>4 cups vegetable stock</li><br />
<li>salt and pepper</li><br />
<li>fresh herbs if you want to get fancy</li><br />
Saute onions in oil until softened. Transfer everything but the herbs to a slow cooker and cook on low for about 6 hours (3 hours on high). Blend 2 cups of the soup in a food processor and then stir the puree back into the chowder for a creamier finish. Top with any fresh herbs you put aside.<br />
<strong>Servings</strong>: For anorexics – none. This is the anorexic recipe of the week, remember? For the rest of you – eat until you bloat.thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-27522637635481862162011-07-18T08:54:00.000-07:002011-07-18T09:03:36.976-07:00THIN inspirations<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow; font-size: x-large;">!!!! DO NOT EAT FATTY !!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #c27ba0;">I am going to make some kind of braclet to look at whenever I want to eat. Do you guys have any ideas? I want to put a word on it but noting obvious... I also downloaded some photo of beautiful tiny ladies so that I can flip through them when I want to eat. I have to have something on hand at all times so that I can remind myself of what I am doing. I could loose weight so fast! I was looking at this chart and I can be like 110 in a couple months if I take in only 1000 calories a day. There is no way I want to or can take that much in a day anyway. I am going to do this no matter what!!!! starving for perfection.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #9b9000; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Have you ever confused a dream with life?</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #48731d; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Or stolen something when you have the cash? </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #156824; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Have you ever been blue? </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #006158; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Or thought your train moving while sitting still? </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #006292; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Maybe I am just crazy. </span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #00396d; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Maybe the entire world is crazy.</span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #531f7e; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">Or maybe I'm just a girl... interrupted.</span></em></div><div align="center"><br />
</div><div align="center"><em><span style="color: #531f7e; font-family: Trebuchet MS;">My favrite movies; girl interrupted and thirteen</span></em></div><div align="center"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Amazing bone. I want this so fucking bad.</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I want to see this when I look down!</div><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I want to be thin not skinny. I want people to say omg your so tiny. EAT. When they say this I will smile polietly and say O im not really hungery. Underneath though I will be starving. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-89081149905011063492011-07-18T00:25:00.001-07:002011-07-18T00:25:38.516-07:00a little drunk and WAY to much coke<p><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_04tX_hqSTRDXr4uXtQuNX5A6qt7PO4lCe8veT7WxudPi1-VyV1YQK_rDh2kkWUyolXlFM5Kw1-jPOiMkdL3D-O5DABUAVHa2GhGR0h7vWOkduYQeGVLB3_ztR20dh3huh9aWSOdP2CV8/'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj_04tX_hqSTRDXr4uXtQuNX5A6qt7PO4lCe8veT7WxudPi1-VyV1YQK_rDh2kkWUyolXlFM5Kw1-jPOiMkdL3D-O5DABUAVHa2GhGR0h7vWOkduYQeGVLB3_ztR20dh3huh9aWSOdP2CV8/s400/images-7.jpeg' /></a></p>God I am so glad I have school and a reason to be gone most of the day tomorrow. I did good on eating... kinda. Tomorrow will be better nbo food unless I'm forced to eat by my boyfriend. My brother and his wife are fighting which sucks so bad and I feel like they are falling apart. They have been distant from each other so much lately. <br/> <br/> I just pray that this never happens to me and my boyfriend. I love women though and sometimes... it might be because of my past I was rapped a long time ago and am still very fucked. But sometimes I feel like I just want to run away from what I have it feels selfish and I feel I should punish myself for it. My family is good to me and loves me as is my boyfriend and friends but I feel like I so alone. <br/> <br/> I feel like I can't tell anyone about how I really feel. I just want some space and silence. O well. Ill get some tomorrow so that is awesome!!! <br/> <br/> I will probably end up writing in a couple hours and tell you how hung over and pissed I am about the amount of calories I took in from these damn cokes! I am not drinking anymore!! <br/> <br/> Please ladies give me the strenght I need to avoid alcohol. I really feel I'm addicted!<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.3</div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-69954944326970942472011-07-16T14:26:00.001-07:002011-07-16T14:28:03.270-07:007/16/2011Just got the blogspot app for my phone. So far today I've done good on food. Just two slices of bread now me and my man are going to get wraps. Its healthy food so I'm happy about that. I'm nbot really hungery though :( <br/> <br/> We got a kitten the other day she is the best kitten ever. She always wants to play and cuddle she keeps me distracted from eating too :) I want to put a pic up soon! <br/> <br/> Anyway ladies have a good day and stay strong. <br/> <br/> <3 Jess<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.3</div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-16509116659009096682011-07-14T16:58:00.000-07:002011-07-14T16:58:40.788-07:00Still 7/14/2011I ate a some today 6" subway sandwhich and some rice. I am hoping I can avoid food for the rest of the night but I think I might have gotten myself into a pickle... My mom and dad are going to dinner with my sister-in-laws parents because it is there last day in town. Well I was upset because we didnt get invited and said something and now I think she might want us to come. (me and my boyfriend)<br />
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I am hoping that my bf will tell me he doesnt feel like going so I can pawn it off on him. I mean I cant really say I dont feel like going when my complaint was not being invited to go. UGH why do I always open my big mouth..<br />
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Anyway if I do have to go im getting a salad with no dressing! We'll see wish me luck beautiful ladies. I need hip bones... like yesterday!!!!thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-17938577830165795762011-07-14T09:23:00.000-07:002011-07-14T09:23:18.696-07:007/14/2011The only goal here is loose as much weight as quick as possible. <br />
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The only thing that truely makes me feel beautiful is an empty stomach!<br />
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I am not counting calories because it makes me obsesive and I think I end up eating more than if I just try to ristrict as much as possible. I am going to start working out but to be healthy I want to keep smoking cigs but I am tired of being out of breath by the time I hit the top of the stairs. I want to run as well! My goal is to not eat for as long as possible everyday and when I do eat to keep it minimal. <br />
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Some things I amgoing to work on is only eating around people so that I am at least being productive in keeping peoples minds at ease. Also only eating when someone cooks for me or asks me to eat. Still when I do eat I want it to be minimal!!! I can do this... I have to do this! I WILL DO THIS!!!<br />
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Do you have any favorite words?<br />
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minimal<br />
small<br />
cute<br />
tiny<br />
little<br />
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<div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">So the reason I have been away is because we no longer have internet and until I go back to school for in July for summer classes I am afraid I will only be able to get on once a week or less which is heartbreaking. It is making losing weight so hard and I miss all of your blogs. I hope all of you have been well.</div><br />
<div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">Me and the boyfriend helped some friends of ours move today it was so fun I got a little tan in the process as well not even on purpose too! The guys were so suprised that I could carry some of the stuff which was awesome plus I am sure I burned a lot of calories doing it! They were so thankful for us helping so I was really glad we did. It killed me getting up so early though. lol. Lately now that school has been out I have been sleeping in until like noon because the boyfriend and I dont go to bed until like 3am.</div><br />
On a good note I finished the piece of art I was working on and started another. Here it is. What do you think?<br />
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</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">I usually paint but lately I am not into painting I am using markers. Not just like crayola markers but these really nice art markers my boyfriend got when he was going to gaming school. He never finshed the school but he got a lot of nice art supplies while he was there. </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">This could be a dangerous new fact I just found out or it could be the best thing to happen to me. I do feel a little speedy. Like I can just do a million things. <span style="color: lime;">Is this what you guys mean when you say you get a high off of not eating? <span style="background-color: white; color: black;">It feels awesome. Downside I do have a little headache type thing going on but I am ignoring it. If it gets horribly bad I will eat because I am not going to kill myself over a detox fast. BUT I really really want to keep this going.</span></span></div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;"><br />
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sorry the post is so short I have friends coming over. </div><div style="color: white; text-align: center;">Ill update more tomorrow. Goodnight ladies</div><span style="color: lime;"><span style="color: black;"> </span></span>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-56290839175674260322011-05-16T18:40:00.000-07:002011-05-16T22:37:49.606-07:00I am not goneI am still here. I have just had a really hard time getting access to a computer when no one is around. I am finaly getting a smartphone with internet though so soon nothing can keep us apart. okay I know that was dramatic but it has been sososososososososo hard being away from all of you and my blog. I think it was good for me though. It gave me some time to work out some stuff that was going on.<br />
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I have not been keeping track of my cals and I have not exercised as I should be especially since I am in a competition. UGH. It is okay though I am not going to waste my time thinking about the past week it was A HORRIBLE week to say the least. main horrible points; fight with boyfriend, binge, and getting stupid drunk. I think it might of had something to do with the fact that last week was the week of FRIDAY THE 13th.<br />
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DID ANYONE ELSE NOTICE THIS OR ALSO HAVE A HORRIBLE WEEK????<br />
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I am quite curious about this as I have never really had a bad week on the week of friday the 13th but this year I did. It is strange as well that my good friend also got into it with her bf. She is still hurting really bad about it. Send your love/prayers out to her. She also doesnt live in the same state as me right now so it is extra hard to know whats going on with her. Its a long story but she basicaly moved out of her house to live with this guy in another state and its just bad.<br />
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<span style="background-color: yellow; color: black;">ANYWAY ladies. I want to fast.... who wants to fast with me???</span> I am planning a three day fast. A short one yes I know but my boyfriend would freak if I went any longer I am going to talk to him about it tonight and just tell him I want to clean my system of all the alcohol and junk that is in there. Have a nice clean body for a new week. I think he will be weird about it but he will be ok with me doing it. I mean we have done it before together so I can always bring that point up. It really isn't a fast to loose weight as much as I just really do want to clean my body out and I heard that three day fasts are good for it.<br />
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So here are to rules.<br />
3 days straight I am starting at 12pm (noon) tomorrow ( you can start whenever you wake up tomorrow morning or 12pm tomorrow night)<br />
You are allowed to drink water and chicken broth (if you have 0 cal sports or diet soda and you want to use these as well you can. I might too.) just nothing solid or with calories. I realize that chicken broth has 5 calories a serving but I have to have at least that. No solids what so ever no fruit no salad no veggies no chips no soups.<br />
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So 3 days starting a noon tomorrow (Tuesday) and going until Friday at noon. water and chicken broth (0cal sports drink or diet soda up to you) PLEASE JOIN ME! ANYONE!!!<br />
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OK so I know I have bored you to death SO here is what you came for.<br />
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<span style="color: magenta; font-size: x-large;">THINSPIRATION </span><br />
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after watching a video about how PARIS HILTON got famous.... I can't believe I am going to say this but I kinda respect her. I mean she actually made herself famous.<br />
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</span></div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-75709449717761273652011-05-11T09:32:00.000-07:002011-05-13T13:48:48.875-07:00FU%KI am so pissed of at myself (I binged) and my boyfriend. We got in a super huge fight. He walked out on me so I walked out on him. We still havent made up. We woke up fine ate breakfast and everything was normal and then I was doing laundry got upset because the shorts my favorite new shorts were fucked up and i didnt have an iron. I guess I was acting grumpy after that so I went to lay down and calm down. well that pissed my boyfriend off we yelled and blah blah. It was normal... so we had to go do something and when we got back I went and laid down again this pissed him off so he just left without saying anything. So i called and text him said fu%k you and all this stuff. Then I left ... I walked to target and stayed there until he had to go to work he didnt know where I was and he keep texting me. Long story short he went to work, I came home, he got home from work, we went basically right to sleep.<br />
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I am still mad at him and myself I was so upset I just said fu%k everything and binged. I hate it. I feel so nasty. I am burning so many calories today 1000 if I can get away with it. I am burning this many calories everyday for the next two weeks. FU&K <br />
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megan fox. is a sexy lady<br />
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I never heard of her but she has a rockin bod....<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #465d70; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-weight: bold;">Alessandra Ambrosio</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: #465d70; font-family: Arial; font-size: medium; font-weight: bold;">Ali Landry</span>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-90315196204207411912011-05-09T18:16:00.000-07:002011-05-09T18:16:08.662-07:00WOWFIRST I just want to say thank all of you so much for all of you comments you are awesome and I love them all!<br />
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So I weighed. I am not happy! Thats all I have to say. I am supposed to start my P so maybe that is why. I don't know.<br />
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I have this drive right now though.... I just want to succeed in everything not just weight loss. I am making some big changes this year I want to draw more and do really fucking well in school. I want to learn more and read more. I just hope I don't let myself down. I just have to do this I am so tried of feeling like I am giving nothing to this world to myself. Like today I was thinking about life and where I am at and where I want to be and such and I thought wow, I have not helped or inspired anyone really in my life. Not like life changing inspiration that say an actress or musician can give. So I went on my facebook and changed basically everything. I am adding an album on there called ART obviously it is going to be for my art.<br />
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These are my non weight related goals because I think that although my weight/(more importantly) appearance is very important there are other things I would like to focus on in my life. So I am making a BIG sign to put up in our apartment so that I stay on track the rest of this year. these goals are from now until the end of the year so here goes.<br />
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1. I want to make 12 really good drawings. I have one in progress. well I don't know if I can consider it really good but whatever.<br />
2. Read 3 books That help me to learn about life and the world (history, culture, religion, earth, so on)<br />
3. Quit drinking (this is going to be a lot harder than it sounds.)<br />
4. Truly focus on school and do well. Read the books, do the homework, pass all my classes.<br />
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I started the new job sat and sun. It was boring but it DOES NOT require to much time or energy and it allows me time to focus on my goals. I also clean my moms house and I might start cleaning this other ladies house.After this year I want to get a job that is going to help me in career. Herbalism. I don't know if you know what that is but basically it is like medicine through herbs. In my opinion it is much better/safer/healthier than western meds. My mom kind of inspired me to pick this. Although I don't want to talk about that. It will probably be hard to find a job in this area so I am going to start looking in November and just keep looking til something comes up.<br />
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Sometimes I feel like my boyfriend thinks I am not doing anything with my life. I mean he knows I am going to school and all but I think that he thinks this job is a waste of my time and that I need to get a real job. He works nights at this restaurant and I am home for like 6 -8 hours alone just reading/drawing/and being online. I hope he doesn't feel this way :(<br />
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I only have this one chance right now to get my shit together because I know I cannot work this job forever it will not help me. I really hope I do not fail. FUCK I just feel like I lost myself this past year. I have not painted or drawn on a regular basis is so long. I have not read a book in years. and I need to do these things. I need to learn how to use the internet again. If I do not see an improvement in myself by August I think I will just try to find a job related to my career and just focus on that.<br />
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DAMN THIS IS A LONG POST. sorry guys ill stop now. I am going to post some inspiration it is different than normal because I have so much about my future on my mind. God please give me the guidance and strength to get myself back.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">SORRY LADIES I KNOW THIS IS A WEIRD POST</span></div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-85877228866267386702011-05-07T22:39:00.000-07:002011-05-07T22:41:15.383-07:00scared.....I am <strike>scared</strike> terrified to weigh myself tomorrow. I COULD NOT weigh today after getting on the scale the day before and seeing a three FUCKING pound gain. UGH.<br />
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anyway I had some help form the amazing and beautiful <a href="http://americaneaglelove-missionbeauty.blogspot.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">americanegalelove</span></a> which had helped get me back on track (I think). I did okay food wise today I DID NOT count my calories today because I didn't plan on eating at all today but my boyfriend woke up with me and made me eat a 400 calories breakfast so instead of killing myself over it I just decided I would eat a little to day only 800 calories and then tomorrow I would fast. I think I went over I am almost positive but it couldn't have been more than 1100. That is such a big number. I want it down lower but it is almost impossible because of my boyfriend. I know its is good but FUCK. He made me eat a big breakfast because I STARTED!!! my new job today flipping signs but it wasnt worth it because I didn't have to work the whole 5 hours only 2.<br />
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Anyway I went to the gym burned 600 calories in cardio and then I came home and did some serious pilates ab work outs. There is this amazing site <a href="http://www.blogilates.com/workoutindex"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">blogaties</span></a> and it has some killer workouts. I try to do one of each section. I highly recommend doing the stretching after you do the workouts because they are intense and you will be twice as sore if you don't (maybe depends on how in shape you are). She also has a youtube just look up POP Pilaties and a facebook under BLOGATIES. She has some really good meal ideas too that are always like low cal, low fat, and low carb. I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT!! I go back to the gym with my boyfriend soon I hope to burn another 300 calories. NO I AM GOING TO BURN 300 CAL!!!<br />
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I have been so busy working on that drawing I posted! I have got it almost done! I can't wait to show you guys. I have this like art buddy and she is always sending me drawings so it is inspriring me to get back into my art. I am actually liking this drawing. maybe that is why I am finishing it.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">UPDATE MAY GOALS</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"> 1. under 1500 cals a day (I will succeed at this the rest of the month IT IS NOT THAT HARD!)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"> 2. no drinking (kind of working I have only drank twice and both times were not like binge drinking just like three of four drinks.)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"> 3. lose 5-10 lbs no matter what (i am not even going there. I just want to be 130 by the end of the month)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"> 4. exercise 5 days a week (HEY I WON ONE)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"> *NEW*5. FINISH EVERYTHING I START (like paintings, books, classes, workouts, just everything finish it all the way through) </span><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">WISH me luck on my weigh in! I really need to see those numbers low or I will just loose it!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-size: x-large;">THINSPIRATION</span></div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow; font-size: x-large;">FOOOOOOD: </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"></span>i got this from the Blogaties website it look so amazing! super healthy! I cannot wait to make some.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19px;"></span></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">PIZZA!!! Low carb, low fat, low cal style! Only 56 cals per slice!</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Believe it. I made my own pizza today from scratch (even the dough, using no flour) and it was delicious. Time to share the goods.</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><img height="300" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/_7edUflXMHtQ/TbT22daXbrI/AAAAAAAAGbQ/II32xD9Subo/s640/IMG_1622.JPG" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;" width="500" /></em></strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">INGREDIENTS:</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">Faux pizza dough/crust:</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* 1/2 cup egg whites </div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* 3 TBS nonfat cottage cheese</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* 6 TBS of ground flax seed</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* 0.5 - 1 TBS of Splenda (I used 1 TBS and thought it was a little “too” sweet. If you have a sweet tooth, go for it, if not, lower the amount here.)</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* 1/4 tsp baking powder</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* cooking spray for baking pan</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">For toppings:</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">* I used 1/2 cup of tomato sauce, about 2 oz of shredded chicken breast, and 6 oz of red and green bell peppers. I skipped the cheese this time, but feel free to add in or take out whatever you want! It’s your pizza!</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">DIRECTIONS:</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">1. Preheat oven to 300F. Mix all of the pizza crust ingredients together in a bowl until smooth. You’ll still see cottage cheese chunks. If this bothers you, you can blend the mixture, but I thought it gave my “faux dough” a nice look.</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">2. Spray a baking pan with your cooking spray and the pour the batter on. Smooth out.</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">3. Place the pan into the oven for about 15 to 20 min or until firm. You want to make sure your pizza crust is more on the dry side than moist side because after the toppings come on, some of that moisture will soak into the faux bread.</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">4. Once your crust is done, slather a good amount of tomato or marina sauce on top and sprinkle with your fave pizza toppings.</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">5. Slice up and enjoy!</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">TASTE:</strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">I loved my fake crust!!! It was amazing. Next time I will make this using only 1/2 TBS of sugar. I felt like it was too sweet. It was still good though. Can’t wait to make this again with mushrooms, onions, and roasted tomatoes. OMG yum!</div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; 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background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">NUTRITION INFO:</em></strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">FOR ONE SLICE OF MY PIZZA (entire recipe/8): 56 calories, 2g fat, 5g carbs, 5g protein</em></strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">FOR ENTIRE PIZZA: 448 calories, 16g fat, 40g carbs, 40g protein.</em></strong></div><div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 20px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><strong style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">FLAX SEED NO FLOUR PIZZA CRUST ONLY (entire recipe): 327 calories, 14g fat, 27g carbs, 27g protein. </em></strong></div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-8385753826605924382011-05-06T10:54:00.000-07:002011-05-06T10:54:10.970-07:00NOT EATING!!!!/138<div style="text-align: center;">Holy shit what happened to me?!?!?!?! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was down to 135 just two days ago and then yesterday I stepped on the scale and it said 138, so I didn't freak out I didnt say anything I thought it was water weight because I was chugging water all night but then I got on the scale today praying my weight would be down but it was still 138. I fucked up!!! what did I do?!?!?!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Needless to say I am not fucking eating today. well I am eating as little as possible my boyfriend will have to get the fuck over it. It is one day. I ate one piece of toast today. 70 cals. It is only 1030am though!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have to do this though I am so pissed off at my self right now!!!! I want to say some mean things about myself but I will hold back for your guys sake. I am going to do this!!! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">We are going to the mall when I get out of school I basically forced my boyfriend to go but I need to find my mom a mothers day present. Plus it is the best distraction I could think of to keep myself from eating right when I get home like I usually do. That should buy me till about 5 or 6pm and then my boyfriend wants to go hang out with our friend so I hope I can not eat over at there house. I WILL NOT EAT AT THERE HOUSE!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I am so upset. I know I had like four drinks the other night but I DID NOT think I would make me gain 3 lbs WTF is wrong with me. I was doing so well</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">ANYWAY </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Here is some inspiration for my FAT ass.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">IF you have not seen black swan you should see it. Natalie Portman is some real thinspiration in that movie and to get me motivated here are a couple pics of her!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">And here are some skinny legs!!!</div><br />
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</div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-16086251139271236722011-05-05T16:50:00.000-07:002011-05-05T22:02:22.507-07:00Almost done<div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;">UPDATE.... I am bored but I did my workout! thank god.<br />
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So I am almost done with school two more days. this friday and then next wend and I am finished! I am scared thought because I will have nothing to do all day long 5 days a week. UGH!! I hope I do ok I think I am going to do a lot of walking outside and sleeping in late! My boyfriend likes to sleep in late and I will not be able to do it once June starts because I have two classes this summer and they both start supper early. Plus the walks will be good because they take a long time and it is good exercise!</div><br />
<div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-VMcXGQqdfbM/TcM2qSgEoCI/AAAAAAAAAEM/vnhiXNhR_No/s1600/33.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; cssfloat: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" j8="true" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-VMcXGQqdfbM/TcM2qSgEoCI/AAAAAAAAAEM/vnhiXNhR_No/s320/33.jpg" width="242" /></a>Today I am going to the gym and working my ass off!!!!! My boyfriend had yesterday off and I did really good until we came over to my parents house. I dont even want to think about it. Intake so far today 700 but I am going to burn 600 in cardio at the gym and then I am going to come home and do some work out videos sence I have nothing better to do tonight because my man works. </div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow;">The picture to the right is like my ULTAMITE thinspiration!!! she basically started at the same spot I am and go down to the same wieght I am trying to achive. this is going on my blog wall thing. </span></div><br />
I work this weekend. Finally! Wish me luck I am going to need it. Shit that reminds me I need to buy a white polo shirt and some new shoes. <br />
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ANYWAY LADIES HERE IS SOME THINSPO<br />
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<div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-naYjD3vpFlU/TcM2kjZ-oAI/AAAAAAAAAEA/ll0g2GW3GuM/s1600/12.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" j8="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-naYjD3vpFlU/TcM2kjZ-oAI/AAAAAAAAAEA/ll0g2GW3GuM/s320/12.jpg" width="216" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I love this picture it remindes me of primary colors even though the pants to the left are more green than blue. I cant help loving it though I am an artist. (kind of)</div><div align="center" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-_YsXWbVZ-YM/TcM2m5JR3cI/AAAAAAAAAEE/8pt56Nsx1WQ/s1600/15.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="220" j8="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-_YsXWbVZ-YM/TcM2m5JR3cI/AAAAAAAAAEE/8pt56Nsx1WQ/s320/15.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div align="center" class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: left;"></div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-7lVqn48x3hI/TcM2ojDukRI/AAAAAAAAAEI/9p900IZp4jA/s1600/23.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" j8="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-7lVqn48x3hI/TcM2ojDukRI/AAAAAAAAAEI/9p900IZp4jA/s320/23.jpg" width="212" /></a></div>thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-68094023797836123562011-05-03T16:35:00.000-07:002011-05-04T11:19:13.319-07:00WORK OUTSThis is a drawing I am working on. It is like abstract geometric. I love edges but I also love flowing lines. <br />
Tell me what you think!!! It is going to be really bright and colorful when finished. It has a long way to go as well. im going to add about 30 more flowers. A lot more shapes, I want to add some circles because I have never tried drawing 3D circles and I think it would be a nice challange. Plus a lot more curvy/flowing lines. <br />
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Found this show on hulu. it is a really good work out and you can pick different episodes to do different work outs. I hope you guy like it. I am about to do one. wish me luck!! So all you have to do is click on the "Good Work Out" words below and it will take you straight to the show. The show is called Envy girls. I do envy there bodies too!<br />
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<a href="http://www.hulu.com/watch/137691/envy-girls-body-of-envy?c=Health-and-Wellness">Good Work Out!!!</a><br />
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this was posted by <a href="http://gianna1xx.blogspot.com/">GIANNA</a> it seems like a really good recipe!<br />
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<span style="color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;">I want to share a fav low cal snack of mine with you guys! I don't know if any of you like broccoli, but I LOVE it. So much. So anyways, you take some broccoli (free on the SGD!), cut it up into manageable pieces (I like to leave a little bit of the green stalk part too, not just the crowns), put it in a bowl and add a weeee bit of extra virgin olive oil. I use one stalk of broccoli crowns or whatever and 1/2 tbsp of oil. Then you shake it all around so the oil coats it evenly. Then I add my favourite seasoning, mine is made by clubhouse and its called roasted garlic and red pepper or something like that. Shake that around! Then, spray a baking sheet lightly with cooking spray and spread out your broccoli. Bake at 425F for 12 ish minutes (depending on your oven) and make sure you turn it over a couple times in there. It's sooo yummy! It'll still be a little crunchy in the middle and crispy on the edges but its fantastic. The broccoli is about 50cal and the oil is 20. The seasoning is zero! So you have yourself a 70cal snack, 20 if you're on the SGD and not counting veggies. You can also switch out the broccoli for almost any vegetable.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", Trebuchet, sans-serif; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px;"> </span></span><br />
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I hope you don't mind that I put it up I posted a link to your page with it!<br />
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I'll update more later on! Stay strong girls.thin_thighshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17451794993508983888noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1059656338416526389.post-10433145568287114662011-05-02T11:53:00.000-07:002011-05-02T21:28:28.721-07:00Weekends.../136lbsI hate/love when my boyfriend has the weekends off. I wonder if he will have this weekend off. I am not sure because he works in a restaurant and it is mother’s day weekend coming up and he told me they would be busy. Anyway I love when my boyfriend has the weekend off because we actually get to see each other and spend time together but at the same time I have to eat like a normal person and it kills everything I worked so hard for all week. I did horrible this weekend. (Sat/sun)<br />
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I don’t even want to talk about it. IT WAS BAD!!! I am moving on though it is a new week and a new month I am going to do well. I will follow my plans I will be skinny! Plus it might be easier this month because my boyfriend wants to start working out so I will work out twice on the days he works out!<br />
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MAY GOALS:<br />
1. Do not drink <br />
2. Loose 5 - 10 lbs no matter what!!<br />
3. Exercise 5 days a week<br />
4. eat 1500 calories or less a day<br />
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So that’s all I have. Honestly these are hard goals for me. I drink about 5 out of 7 days a week. I know if I don’t drink though I mostly likely will not binge or lose control and I will lose more weight than usual. I am thinking of becoming a non-drinker anyway. I need to quite I need to be healthy I need to have control. I have been hard at drinking for the past 4 years I am sure by now I have caused enough damage! It is going to be SUPER SUPER SUPER hard and I really need some support on this. <br />
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I don’t want to cheat at this goal but being realistic I might. So if I drink I can only have two. I hope this makes it easier for me to not drink knowing that if I do my goals are not ruined. Also, if I stay away from my parent’s house this goal will be much easier. <br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I want to look like this but I am really afraid that he will not like it. I have been talking to him about girls bodies lately finding out what he thinks is sexy or nice looking for a girl. we are really open with each other. we have been together for 4 years now he has never cheated. (well kinda) that sounds a lot worse than it is!!!!!! We even watched supersize VS superskinny on youtube and I would ask "do you think she is to skinny?" sometimes he would say yes. but I honestly did not think they were too skinny I thought they were beautiful. which is scaring me because I DO NOT want to loose him over the way I look. I mean he already knows a lot about ana. when I first started dating him I told him a lot about it and after watching the supersize VS superskinny he knows more. I told him I thought that it was gross and I could never do that and it was not what I wanted but he said "sometimes those things just take over"</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
WTF how does he know that? I wonder if he has been researching on his own?!?!?! obviously I told him way to much. He is watching me though. like this weekend he was handing me food to eat and watching me when I wrote down my calories. He is really sweet about it and he does support me wanting to be healthier and more toned as I tell him. At the same time though it sucks because I think I let him to far in. He really watches me though. Maybe it is good like a reason for me to actually be healthy and eat good and not starve that way this ana can not take over. Like my guardian angel. IDK girls. what are your thoughts???? should i back off and not count and restrict so much in front of him tell them I am still watching but I am not being anal about it any more? I can not lie to him though. HE IS EVERYTHING to me!!!!!!!<br />
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^^^ thats me. Ill put up updated pics in like a month or two. so i know I look gross but be nice I am doing this to inspire my self to lose weight. I hate putting them up because it is so embarassing but I need to stay focused. please be nice of don't say anything!!! PLEASE<br />
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THANK YOU LOTTIE X!!!!<br />
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OK moving on to more imortant things. I had the most amazing low cal and so filling!!! It was one of those progresso soups called southwestern -style vegtable. it was only 120 calories for the whole can (2 cups). I has that and some tortilla chips it was really good and i am stil full like 4 hours later and I couldnt even finish the soup so I am going to have the rest for lunch. Also I was kind of affraid to finish it because I didnt want to stretch my stomach. <br />
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B- souup and chips - 260<br />
L - finish soup<br />
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I worked out last night but not as hard as I wanted to. I workout in the little fitness area we have in out apartment complex so sometimes there are people in there and sometimes there aren't. I find it really motivating when there are people in there because I feel like I have to prove I can go fasted, longer, and harder than them. I dont even think these people relize I am there but it is like a mental thing for me. Anyway i went really late last night so no one was there and I did ok but I know I would have burned like 200 more cal on my cardio if someone would have been in there with me. I tried the bike for the first time and I really liked it because it worked the hell out of my legs! I am so focused on having thinner thighs. It is something I have wanted for like 10 yrs I just have not done anything about it until now<br />
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GOING SWIMMING today ... I hate but love swimming. I am a water freak (2 yrs of varsity swim team will do that to you) but I hate showing my body I mean you saw the pics above. IM FAT. I always wear like shorts in the pool because I hate my legs so much. I think I am going to wear a tank top too because I just get to embaressed when people look at me. I feel like a cow in the middle of the room.<br />
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ANYWAY here is some thinspiration for me to not eat anything today! <br />
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I finally got a job though!!! some good news in my life! so I work weekends from either 12-5 or 11-4 and I make $10 an hour just to spin a sign. probably the easiest and highest paying job I have ever had. A good thing about the job too is that I live in AZ and I will be standing outside for 5 hours in the hot sun so I will sweat my ass off and burn some calories and loose weight. It was really funny because when the guy was explaining the job he was saying you are going to loose weight like a million times. I guess he lost a lot of weight doing this job. <br />
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IN - Breakfast - 300<br />
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I am about to head to the gym and burn some serious calories!!!! I am so motivated and happy now that I finally got a job now I know my rent is going to get paid!<br />
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