I am not gone

I am still here. I have just had a really hard time getting access to a computer when no one is around. I am finaly getting a smartphone with internet though so soon nothing can keep us apart. okay I know that was dramatic but it has been sososososososososo hard being away from all of you and my blog. I think it was good for me though. It gave me some time to work out some stuff that was going on.

I have not been keeping track of my cals and I have not exercised as I should be especially since I am  in a competition. UGH. It is okay though I am not going to waste my time thinking about the past week it was A HORRIBLE week to say the least.  main horrible points; fight with boyfriend, binge, and getting stupid drunk. I think it might of had something to do with the fact that last week was the week of FRIDAY THE 13th.


DID ANYONE ELSE NOTICE THIS OR ALSO HAVE A HORRIBLE WEEK????

I am quite curious about this as I have never really had a bad week on the week of friday the 13th but this year I did. It is strange as well that my good friend also got into it with her bf. She is still hurting really bad about it. Send your love/prayers out to her. She also doesnt live in the same state as me right now so it is extra hard to know whats going on with her. Its a long story but she basicaly moved out of her house to live with this guy in another state and its just bad.

ANYWAY ladies. I want to fast.... who wants to fast with me??? I am planning a three day fast. A short one yes I know but my boyfriend would freak if I went any longer I am going to talk to him about it tonight and just tell him I want to clean my system of all the alcohol and junk that is in there. Have a nice clean body for a new week.  I think he will be weird about it but he will be ok with me doing it. I mean we have done it before together so I can always bring that point up. It really isn't a fast to loose weight as much as I just really do want to clean my body out and I heard that three day fasts are good for it.

So here are to rules.
3 days straight I am starting at 12pm (noon) tomorrow ( you can start whenever you wake up tomorrow morning or 12pm tomorrow night)
You are allowed to drink water and chicken broth (if you have 0 cal sports or diet soda and you want to use these as well you can. I might too.) just nothing solid or with calories. I realize that chicken broth has 5 calories a serving but I have to have at least that. No solids what so ever no fruit no salad no veggies no chips no soups.

So 3 days starting a noon tomorrow (Tuesday) and going until Friday at noon. water and chicken broth (0cal sports drink or diet soda up to you) PLEASE JOIN ME! ANYONE!!!

OK so I know I have bored you to death SO here is what you came for.

THINSPIRATION

after watching a video about how PARIS HILTON got famous.... I can't believe I am going to say this but I kinda respect her. I mean she actually made herself famous.

Amazingly toned and tanned. damn